~ Not Everything Is A Fairy Tale ~

31 Jan - 12.00A.M.

Smiles were taken off my face

I found myself hardly smiles now

If it had to end,

Why must it be this way?

Was it something that is written?

or Is it I am too stupid?

Maybe we shouldn't have met.

Our worlds are totally different.

Two different world

That shouldn't have met

Years ago

And shouldn't have, even now.

I guess cry may not be the word to describe me

I should not cry

I mean why must I?

"Face it" like you once said.

Now our world is 2 worlds apart again

But why must it be today?

I'm sorry.

Really sorry.

~ Life is unfair ~

~ A Little Things About Broken Wings ~

# This post is nothing more that the most random post it will be. It will be mostly my whining and a little about myself, I think. So people, I suggest you skipped this post if you hate whiners.

~ My Life ~

不是黑白的

and it is not 

五颜六色

It is not dull

Nor it is not eventful.

People say that i am always

happy and carefree

but they do not know that

 I am a walking puppet.

~ Lifeless ~

Said i am friendly,

but no one knows the wall

I learn to build around me

As time continues its journey.

When I am CLOSE or get too COMFORTABLE

with those i love

I would talk lesser

And the best is I would not even talk.

I HATE to be ~ ALONE ~

But ALONE is the word that would describe me WHOLE.

I am not the pessimistic Queen,

However, when it comes to Dear,

I could be Pessimist God.

Sometimes, I really don't understand you at all.

Your reactions is always a MAZE to me.

You could be saying "I love you"

but somehow when i do as well,

your reactions will be

"So what if you do? Do you think I even care?"

And why does everything you do will

Come to my knowing?

Even if I don't want to see nor I would want to know

But it just comes.

Sometimes it hurts

I try to let go

I tried my best not to care

But I am just human

How far will I go before I breakdown?

I guess this is a very long whining. Better stop.

~ A Lunch With Dear ~

Today, dear and I went out for a movie ( The Spy Next Door ), before that, as always, my lunch will come before movies. It had been more like a routine that he make me eat my "B+L".


This time my "B+L" is at  BBQ Chicken. It is located in Sunway. I am sure you all know where it is.


(> ^.^)> <(^.^ <)


These are some pictures of what I ate.

The arrival of my food. I think it is called "something chicken".

Forgive me for my "lack-ness" of attention to the name.

The purple cabbage that I could not get myself to finish it. =/

The after meal picture. LOL. It looks like I didn't really touch it.

Time damage: Starts eating about 2pm. Finish at 3 pm. 1 hour for that plate of food. =3

Finally, I view of the Sunway's CNY hall project from 2nd floor. =3

After that, we are happily watching our movie. ^^

I am done for the night.

Wish List

# I am just back from finishing my stuffs. TOTALLY tired. Forgive me, this post will be very short.

As everyone gets a wish list on their birthday or maybe a special day, I think Broken Wings should have one "wish item" too. (> ^.^ <)

Here is what I REALLY want!!!

It is nothing BIG. Just that it is really BIG!!

Let me show you what it is~~~ But please... Stay calm ^^

Please~~ SHHH~~~ Don't go get it for me ok?

As i am tired, i am off to bed now @_@

~ The Apple Madness ~

It starts with a depression, frustration and anxiety.

My beloved PC decided to give up on 1 September 2009.

However, it is like what people says:  "If old ones didn't go, new one wouldn't come"

(A little broken because I adapt from mandarin and my mandarin is "you know how it is")

One day, 6 January 2010, to be accurate, my "christmas" present is finally here. It was like getting the life back to me. The story goes like this:

First:  The arrival of My "Apple"

Second:  After ripping the "box"

The size of it is smaller than my mum's tupperware =3

Third:  Take the "Apple" out.

It sure looks like a lunch box =3

Fourth:  Setting everything

It wasn't hard at all.

Finally:  IT IS ALIVE!!!

And I'm back to online EVERYDAY!

hehe. That was how mostly everything happened.

~ An Apple A Day Keeps The Doctor Away ~

For the past few months, I had felt like I was sick EVERYDAY!
That is due to some MAJOR problems with me.

Was it due to the "lack-ness" of eating apples?

Well, I don't know. Why don't u tell me?

If that was true, then the doctor will not be needed!

And surely the Doc is happy like that =D

*forgive me for the "P" thing. I don't have photoshop now*

But what I mean was "I wasn't literally sick". It is OTAKU sickness. There is NO cure to it. T___T

                      YET, I recently found a cure. YES!!!! and guess what it will be?

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GOT it right? Yes it is this apple! ^^

Done and sorry it is odd. Don't blame me on it. Blame my brian. I'm sleepy~~

O.K. off to bed now.

Sunny Day, Brighter Side!!

Yesterday's fight was not something I want it to happen.

Yet, it is also not something that I could change it because it is a past.

Yet, in those cloudy days,

I still think sun shines more days than those cloudy times.

We do share lots of sweet memories.

Forgive me for some of the pictures are not here.

As some of the pictures is not here with me now.

Anyhow, these are some that is still with me.

I love every second and moment of it.

I was wondering if you felt the same.

6-12-2009: Our chocolate and green tea

After that we watch movie =3

Our favorite spot. It was snowing that day.

07-01-10: My two hours lunch XD

11-01-10: Your favorite tea. And i know u hate something~

Lastly, MY FAVORITE pillow =3

Thank you, dear. It is a sweet sweet memory u gave me.

ME and DEAR's first bias fight.

Today I woke up, supposed to felt better

but thing just started up...

I noticed something i shouldn't....

in Facebook

and got a little unhappy bout it.

Thinking that it was him who did it,

I consulted him...

I mean who wouldn't?

Because it IS HIS account after all.

I don't know why...

but he is angry

Aren't I am the one who is supposed to be angry?

but why is it that I don't feel it?

Instead I was more to confused.

and hurt by the way he reply things...

You said I should have know that it is a shared account?

How am I to know that?

You never tell.

And if I do know what can I do?

You deleted me from your friend list...

Is that what some gentleman should do?

And if I am the same as the other....

Why would u want to be with me?

Just to hurt me?

If my memory serve me right,

We never fight or argue before.

and the fact that it happened today hurts a lot.

Happy 2010!!!

LOL first of all... logging into this blog is a very odd to be as I had seriously forgotten the password and I cant believe I could retrieve it!!!

Cheers for my beloved blog ^^ I seriously missed it a lot... and I will try to write as much as possible.