~ A Little Things About Broken Wings ~

# This post is nothing more that the most random post it will be. It will be mostly my whining and a little about myself, I think. So people, I suggest you skipped this post if you hate whiners.

~ My Life ~

不是黑白的

and it is not 

五颜六色

It is not dull

Nor it is not eventful.

People say that i am always

happy and carefree

but they do not know that

 I am a walking puppet.

~ Lifeless ~

Said i am friendly,

but no one knows the wall

I learn to build around me

As time continues its journey.

When I am CLOSE or get too COMFORTABLE

with those i love

I would talk lesser

And the best is I would not even talk.

I HATE to be ~ ALONE ~

But ALONE is the word that would describe me WHOLE.

I am not the pessimistic Queen,

However, when it comes to Dear,

I could be Pessimist God.

Sometimes, I really don't understand you at all.

Your reactions is always a MAZE to me.

You could be saying "I love you"

but somehow when i do as well,

your reactions will be

"So what if you do? Do you think I even care?"

And why does everything you do will

Come to my knowing?

Even if I don't want to see nor I would want to know

But it just comes.

Sometimes it hurts

I try to let go

I tried my best not to care

But I am just human

How far will I go before I breakdown?

I guess this is a very long whining. Better stop.